木曜日, 4月 20, 2006

cannot ask for more

i have to say thhat even tho im not the luckiest girl in the world, i'm already very very lucky. Blessed wit my wonderful parents, my awesome baby kiska, and everyone around me, i should be cursed to always think that i dont have enough. Ever since the surgery, yes i had surgery. Nothing much, just minor stuff that's not really important. Anyways, ever since that surgery, i've become more n more aware of how blessed i am. i have really good friends. Not a lot, but a few really caring and great friends. I'm stupid, but i guess i'm smart enough to make friends who are willing to take care of me and teach me. I still have a long way to go and a lot to learn. I'm still young so not much experience. I guess after a few years, i'll be a lot smarter than a lot of other people my age. hehe..

Too bad my parents are leaving America soon. hai.. I guess its good in a way. I get to really really live alone. They wont be there to help me anymore. So im really goin to depend on myself and my ability to ask other people for help when i really need it. But it's going to be really terrible cuz ima miss them a lot a lot. They are having fun at the Grand Canyon now and I haven talked to mummy for a while n i kinda miss talkin to her.

i really hope boss will raise my pay tho haha..

土曜日, 4月 15, 2006

time to update a lil

hai.. Decided to come update a lil cuz my hair is still not dry yet.. Can't sleep haha.. so tired.. I studied pretty hard yesterday for my math test.. so I didn get enough sleep. Plus I've been working a lot. I feel like my workplace is my third or forth home haha.. weird.

I've not been doing much at all.. Just study and work and lay around but still so tired. Must be Kiska's fault haha.. Took her to the vet the other day n it costed me $82. I need more $$!!! I'm doing more stuff now at work so I hope boss will increase my pay.

My parents n lil bro are going to Grand Canyon tomorrow! I'm so jealous. I get to stay in boring Auburn n work and study. Gross..

Oh ya.. Someone egged n coleslawed (threw eggs and coleslaw) my bro's car. So stupid. But my bro's pretty happy about it cuz that means free $$... I guess its good in a way but still.. I'd be pretty pissed if someone did that to my car. It's so disrespectful. They should go to hell.

Wow its really late ima go sleep.