it is so scary to live in my apartment complex now.. hai.. i cannot wait to move out. last nite, i heard someone get beat up like right outside my window at 1+am in the morning. my bro's car got egged, mine got egged, my neighbor's cell got stolen, my other neighbor's house got burglarized. this is getting overboard man. i feel like im living in a ghetto right now. cant sleep well at night, scared to stay out late, worried about my car..
i hate to say this but i kinda agree with my neighbor that this place has become so much more dangerous ever since our new neighbors moved in. they seemed pretty nice to me but i guess it's cuz i am a girl n i try not to provoke anyone. they scare me.
im kinda shocked. i know i dun have to right to feel like that but i feel hurt.
i duno what to do. cuz i cant really do anything.
i guess i should not think about it anymore.
my baby
i think im going to spend quite abit on my car this few months.. so i think i should take before and after pics.. Aiya!! i forgot to take a pic after the eggman egged her.. i've already cleaned her up real well.. too bad i guess.. but i'll take a pic of her tomorrow and then a pic after most of the stuff is done.. it's pretty expensive man.. i'm getting broke.. sianz.. but i guess it should be fine cuz starting next monday, i have class from 9:45 to 1, and 3-4:30, then i gotta work thurs to sun from 5. no time to spend money hehe.. Awesome!
i just changed my blog song.. another sad song haha.. sorry!! This song is pretty old.. think it came out in 2000 when I didn even know who Usher was haha... But somehow when i was downloading songs i downloaded it too and when i listened to it, i kinda cried a lil. it is so sad.
Oh no, no, no, no
If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you
If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life,
and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well,
and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life,
and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well,
and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you,
I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go
So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine Live your life,
and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated
Yup yup. I hope no guy ever asks me to listen to that song. It's a really good song but is so sad.
Anyways.. I learnt quite a lot these few days.. Much had happened and.. I duno.. It feels so weird. It's been quite a while since my parents left. Someone egged my car so she's going to look really pretty after the paintjob and stuff. Trying to get a social so I can do more stuff here in usa. Missing my friends... hai.. gotta go study for final...
