木曜日, 7月 12, 2007

RIP

I have finally accepted it. I loved you so much. Ive been so selfish. Im so sorry. I hope you forgive me. I miss you so much I really do. I would do anything to have you back again. I should've cherished you more. I didn want to accept it but now that I have seen your ashes, I do. But u will always be in my heart.

I wish u can read and understand this. You really are my first love. Noone else could ever be sweeter, cuter, more beautiful, more loyal, more cheerful, more caring, more wonderful. No one made my life happier than you do. You were there for me. Through the hard times and the happy ones. You were always there to listen. To lick me and cheer me up when I cry. To let me hug you and feel so lucky to have you around.

Now that you are not around. I feel so much lonelier. I place you beside my bed when I sleep. I really hope that you are in a better place now. A place where no one can hurt you, where you are always happy. A place where you can look down at me and make sure that I don't get hurt too cuz I know you care a lot about me too. I miss you so much. I loved you with all my heart and always will.

Mom, dont worry. I am ok. Sometimes I just miss her. But Im just glad I had her in my life. She changed my life.

For the one who did this. I hope you will change. I want you to know that you have not only broken my heart, but also my family's. She was the sweetest dog in the world. I hope you learn your lesson. Not that you will ever stumble onto this site. I just hope you'll do something about yourself if you ever stumble onto here.

For the last time, I loved you and will always love you.

RIP

When u take something for granted, it will definitely get back to you one day. Dont wait till u lose it and then regret. Sometimes Im just so confused.

But I wana thank everyone for treating me so welll when I went back to Sg. I had a great time.