ahH... sO muCh tO do.. so littLe tiMe..
I watched the Academy awards yesterday.. it was good.. except Johnny Depp didnt get anything.. but he looked GREAT! he's so cool.. I love Johnny Depp!! Foxx got best actor award.. i think he deserved it altho im sad that jd didnt get it.. but Foxx did a really good job in Ray.
i've got a research paper.. a WWII scrapbk.. and 2 fundraisers.. and a few good movies torent.. aR im soo busy... but i wana just relax rite now soo.. im typin.. aha..
HEY EVERYONE!!! TELL ME YOUR O LEVEL RESULTS!!!!! OK!!!! SO EXCITED!!! =D
hmm.. i had so much to say a min ago.. but.. haha...
sOme peOpLe aRe jUz sOo.. biTteR...
ar... im in a better mood now haha.. went to play maplestory just now.. i love that game.. i wanted to train my character so i went into a 'tree' to kill some green mushies and slimies in ellinia. there wasn anyone there.. so i just killed killed.. got experience and stuff.. having my little fun time.. then a magician.. think he's called 'aznmagician' or something.. he came in.. i was just killin my stuff and then i went past him to go to the top of the map. Mr. aznmagician suddenly told mi "URWELCOME#", "B1TCH". hmM.. he came into my turf.. and told me stuff like that.. hmm... if i was like i used to be.. i would be bursting out in anger.. but.. hmm.. now i just pity people like that cuz they are so bitter.. even when playin a game.. playin is supposed to make someone happy.. but that if someone still remains bitter like that when playin a game.. i do not know how he survives the outside world..
and theN.. i tot he went out after sayin those bitter insults.. i dun like having vulgar language in my screen.. so i wrote 'lala' and 'kaka' for like 6 times.. haha... when i went out of the tree, i saw him again.. ahah.. he mux be exploding in his room!
aRh.. some people are just so bitter...
o ya!! im eating CHECKERS Later!! i love their spicy chicken burger.. THE BEST!!! yUm~!
i feel weird.
i feel weird. im sad but im happy. im freakin out but im calm. im angry but im glad. i hunger and i thirst.. but i feel that im very fortunate to have everything i have now. i like coming to usa but sometimes(or most of the time) i hate it. i love my parents but sometimes i just hate them for giving birth to me. i want a boyfriend but i do not......
argh.. this world is a terrible place.. a place where looks take up 70% of how ppl think of you. where a hundred good deeds and one mistake makes you a bad person.
Life is not fair.. nothing ever is.. you practice like hell for one piano sonata contest.. you did GREAT! i mean. you didn stop didn do anything wrong.. just played the left hand a little louder cuz the piano is terrible.. and then you dun even get an honorable mention.. ur mama who always said you did badly tells you you did great! your dad took out the camera ready to flash when you get the first prize.. and you didn get it. NO I DIDN GET ANYTHING OK. its not fair.. everything was good. that was wat the judge said. it was my attire. i didn bow towards her, but instead to my parents. im supposed to get first.. but SHE decided to give HONORABLE MENTION, 1ST, 2ND, and 3RD to the people who SUCKED. Corrrection. the girl in 2nd place was great. THE OTHERS SUCKED LIKE A BUNCH OF *&%#!^&$.. im so frustrated.. everyone wants to make mi feel like a failure. but i wun.. i still wake up everyday in a good mood.. i try to make the best out of each day.. but usually by the end of the day, i cry myself to sleep. but no, i wun let that discourage me. i will try my best to get everything i want. to get rid of the prejudice towards me. to make ppl respect me...
hmm
oK.. this is kinda getting on my nerves.. i spent like 3 computer classes lookin for a nice template, found it, and when i downloaded it, i duno how to change the stuff to become my info and posts and stuff like that.. DANG im a computer IDIOT!!!!
o ya.. and.. i dun think my school's going to support mi going to auburn.. sucks lo... i've worked so hard.. ARGH! im so angry! this week was campus crusade in my school.. i enjoyed it.. of cuz la.. cute guys coming to my school to sing.. hehe.. But.. if a person has already heard the God stuff over and over again, its just going to make him become worse right? We have chapel every Friday and.. i duno.. i feel like its not really that necessary.. its.. ahH.. i dun have the vocabulary good enough to describe how i feel..
i think i'll just try to make this skin a little nicer and stuff.. cuz HAI!! i feel so busy this week! gotta go to the Chinese Fellowship later.. i dun really like have these God stuff blaring into my ears everyday and everytime i go to school and some other places.. So.. i hope to go to AU asap.. if some one doesnt like the God stuff, stop blaring it into their ears!! its NO use!!!!! GoSh!
just wish to get things organized by next monday.. argh..
LiTtLe uPdAte hEre~
alrite.. I'm still very busy nowadays and i duno why.. everything's unorganized and my schedules are all over the place.. however, i managed to fork up some time to get a tagboard.. so TALK TO ME~!GUESS WHAT~! MY school's basketball team got the state championship last Saturday! Is that cool or wHaT! Dang.. i cant write no more.. gotta go slp...
fIrSt tIme uSiNg bLogGeR~!
yEaH~! fInaLLy! i've found the time to get this done.. got lots to say but... its a school nite.. so i gotta go find more stuff about William Faulkner first...
