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hai...

duno why.. im suddenly feeling really really empty today.. its like.. really sudden. Do you ever have a feeling like that? i really hate it... just came this morning... no think its yesterday morning. i hate this feeling.. its a really sicky feeling.. its disgusting.. wanna wash it off but.. i dun wanna cry. crying for no reason is really stupid and i dun wanna be stupid. i cant even force a fake smile on my face.. its weird.. i used to wake up and be happy. im not myself today or yesterday. wat's happening.. anyone felt this way before? can you tell me what the fuck's happening? i really really wanna get rid of this feeling..

i have everything.. i should be happy.. but why am i not? did i do something wrong? is it karma? can anyone tell me what's happening..

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 8:02 午後