逃げた魚は大きい

The nothing-much-to-do-except-wait period of my life.

Yup. It's here again. Come August I will be moving out of the Commons (going to Niagara Falls too). This little college town will come back to life again in August. I'm going to learn more Japanese in August. I'm going to live with my brother in August. I'll see a lot more people and hopefully make more friends in August. Everything August. Right now my life is like, study and wait till August.

My friend, Joanne, is leaving for Japan tomorrow. Man I'm jealous. But anyways, I went to one of my friend's house and they are all like either graduated or just 2 more years at most to graduate. So they were all like, wa, 4 or 5 years ago.. Like nerd. Then this and that and this and it's kind of sad noe. I thought about like only 2 or 3 years ago when I was a nerd and Wanhua and Valerie and I would always hang out. How we turned into 'ah lians'. Diao here diao there. How we turned nice again. We were great sisters [S.H.E. ne!]. So close and always there for each other. And the time I became close to the band girls. How we used to hang out all the time. Had so much practice in the hmm... not really nice... band room. When we went to the concerts. We were always there when any one of us needed any help. I still remember that last concert we went to. On the MRT, the guy asked to be friends and he had his tongue pierced. It was really funny and great. I remember when we would always eat at the coffee shop opposite our school before band. Hang out in Tampines mall.. I remember we would play basketball and practice together. I remember once we were playing and it was getting dark and we started playing with shadows and someone said not to do that.. I remember the time I got hit in the face with a football. I remember... wa.. everything. Was getting teary-eyed. Those were the days. And I MISS THEM A LOT. Ya. Some of my friends are going to Atlanta to send her off. If they are going shopping after that, I'm skipping class and going. I told my mom about it and she trusts that I know what I'm doing. I've been a really good student showing up everyday in class even though it's not mandatory to go to class everyday.

Dang. I miss Secondary school life terribly. All the great friends I made. And all the brothers and sisters. And I can't believe I wasted so much time on boyfriends when who I really needed was just my friends. I WISH I could go back in time. Really really wish. Sometimes I thought about what if one day I just wake up, like from the time I got into secondary school till now was just a dream. It would be GREAT. I wouldn't mind experiencing everything again, well uh.. maybe I may change some things but overall. I love my life then. I like my life now but hey things that were not treasured then seem more precious now. Know what I'm sayin.

Alright. Confirm I'm skipping class tomorrow. =D Go SHOPPING!!!!

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 8:21 午後