逃げた魚は大きい

This world is difficult to live in.

I feel terrible. I can't explain why. This is going to be a confusing entry.

It's not me, it's really the world. Secrets. Well I'm at fault too anyways haha.. I like to know secrets. I don't tell them to other people, but I like to know them. I guess this is a punishment. Haha.. It's bad I don't know how to say it so I give up.

Promises... Are difficult things to keep...

You know what I want to do now? I want to just sit in front of Kaz and look at him. Until I feel fine.

It's ok. I'll wait. Or I'll go to sleep later hoping that I would not wake up tomorrow. This world is terrible. I think it hates me. It's not like I know a lot. But I know enough to make me feel weird. I don't know which side is true. They are talking about the same thing but it's conflicting each other. Argh... 该怎么办？？？

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 9:03 午後