逃げた魚は大きい

Tough day coming!!

I think the stuff in my blog are kinda weird, like they don't go well together haha.. I've been trying to think of a good title but in vain. I found this song by Utada Hikaru today. She's not my favourite singer but this song is my favourite. It's a pretty and sad song. Prettier than sad though. There's an English version of this song but it's not as good. I love this song.

Today's going to be tough for me. I'm glad I didn't have to go to work at 11:30 cuz boss is going to Atlanta. But I have to act like nothing happened yesterday for 3 hours tonight! It's going to be difficult! And then I have to ask for my pay and then tell her that I don't want to work there anymore. I think I'll say I cannot work there anymore. It's easier than 'I don't want'. And then I'll have to say it's a personal reason. I don't even know what's personal in Chinese!! God.. I need help. I don't know if I can do it. I don't want to work there anymore but this is difficult for me. It's a good practice though if I want to be a businesswoman in future, which I do.

I'm still having problems with going to New York. If they don't book the air tickets soon, it'll become extremely expensive.

Maiko came to my room to talk to me yesterday. She's nice. I told her about Kaz. I know it's a small thing and I told her it's nothing haha.. But she told me Kaz is studying hard nowadays so I don't have to worry. Yeah I think so too. That day when I hung out with him, the other Japanese went bowling. I didn't go cuz I said I would hang out with him and he told me he didn't go cuz he promised he would hang out with me so I think he wouldn't really lie to me.. Yeah. I shouldn't worry. I'm going to hang out with him tonight! After quitting my job. I don't know how I'll feel though. I don't want him to think of me as like grouchy.

Wish me luck for tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 11:56 午前