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I am afraid of black people.

Today is the day. The day that I'm going to go to that fucking Chemistry Lab class that lasts 2 1/2 hours. Where I will see that big black guy. Good luck Kristy. Thanks.

I was nearly knocked down by a freakin car today. Stupid motherfucking black bitch. Man.. She just floored that thing and came right at me. I was on the pedestrian crossing too. I don't know what she has against asians, but I guess she hates our asses pretty badly. And damn she chose the right asian to mess with. I was so fucking shocked all I remembered about her car is that it is black like her fucking black ass. I was so fucking lucky man. Her tire scraped my ankle. The one that's already injured too. Fuck that bloody motherfucker. Man. It hurt quite a bit. She didn't stop or nothing too. Black shit. Fortunately, I didn't bleed or anything.. But it was scary. So scary. I'm beginning to fear black people like Kiska does.

I'm doing terrible at school now. I think I should stop all the ''I need a boyfriend" shit. I can't depend on people anymore. I've got to defend myself. I've got to grow up. And I'm growing up now. Starting today. I don't need a boyfriend. I don't need anyone. Even if I do, it would only be Kiska. And maybe my parents who are always there. No one else. I don't want to depend on anyone anymore. I will have friends but I will not let myself depend on them anymore. No more. So, I should start studying harder. And stop all this shit.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 9:59 午前