月曜日, 9月 19, 2005

Jin - I Don't Know

It's not fair it's not fair it's not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But I guess everyone's right except me. I should start believing that cuz I never get what I want and when I want something and I don't get it, I get all fucked up and curse at everyone I see.

My boss. He's not really that bad at all if I wanna remain hostess. He told me yesterday that I'm going to get my pay on the 26th cuz that day would be a month since I start work. But my friend who started working so much later than I did got her pay. I guess if I am still like how I used to be in Singapore, I won't even notice it and I guess that's why I was so damn happy all the time. I was a fucking optimist and I didn't give a damn about anything.

And I think.. If I really want a boyfriend that bad, it won't be difficult to find one. I guess.. I mean, if I'm that desperate, I would go out with that black guy right haha.... Wtf.. Well.. I guess I was kinda wishing and stuff you know. But I think I'd most probably be able to find someone else to like right. Don't wanna waste my youth you know what I'm saying haha.. Cuz in the end if we never got together I would really be wasting my time won't I.

Haha.. I duno..

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 2:39 午後