金曜日, 9月 23, 2005

Lament Lament Lament

-- I'd give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on
Livin' in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight -- =My All - Mariah Carey=

But I hate you. Hate you so much.


Anyways, I just realized today that the guy from my English class whom I talked about is really good-looking. Duno why it took so long but I guess I just noticed cuz people look at us when we walk together (good-looking white guy and ugly asian girl) and one of the girls in that class introduced herself to him... And I guess it's actually quite a miracle that he talked to me instead of all the other pretty (and smart) girls in the class. And he's so nice too and gentlemanly. And he's tall and fit. But o well.

Going to Atlanta tomorrow for the JapanFest! I'm kinda excited about it! =D But gotta go work later. I like Sasuke soooooooooo much! And Kakashi too hehe.... And Naruto's so cute too.

Hai.... Man. I heard some bad news from my mom.. Stuff that I thought will only remain in magazines and not happen to my family.. But shit happens. Well, maybe it's not a bad thing. Iono.. It may be a good thing for some people but I think it'll be bad news for me. I just wish that person the best and hope that everything goes well.

What the heck is love? Isn't it supposed to be like... happy and nice and fun and fluffy and cute? I think I kinda hate love. Haha.. Hate love. Hm.. Not really I guess. Cuz I love playing the piano and flute and they make me happy. I love my dog and she makes me happy... most of the time. See the problem with love is like. Iono man.. Like I love my little brother but I get angry so much and I say I hate him cuz. How do I say it. I want him to be successful and stuff and be polite.. just everything that is good you know what I'm saying. And then, because of that, I hate him cuz he's not like that and he doesn't know and he doesn't want to change and man. It's difficult.

And then there is this love where.. You fall in love with a guy. You'll give up everything for him or maybe you already have but he doesn't want to be with you. You love him but he makes you sad and angry. Love is supposed to be sad too? And when you love someone who did something wrong. Iono.. I dun even know what I'm talking about. Love is so troublesome and fucking and is a dirty piece of shit. I don't wanna love no more. Man love hurts. Love sucks. Fuck love man.

I'm now going to talk about Naruto after all those shit on love. I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WITH ALL NARUTO EPISODES!!! It's is my didi hehe.. And he's so nice cuz he's sending me all till 90 cuz im downloading 91 and above using bittorrent. I LOVE SASUKE SO MUCH!!! I wan him to be my boyfriend!!! And Kakashi can be my brother haha... Wth. I can't wait to go back to Singapore too cuz I asked around and everyone told me they sell lots of Naruto shit in Singapore. Yay!!! Can't wait to GO HOME!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh ya Corpse Bride is out now. I WANa GO SEE IT! And I watched The Longest Yard yesterday. The one with Chris Rock and Adam Sandler in it. It was pretty good haha it was hilarious. Guess I'll go get lunch now................

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 11:52 午前