木曜日, 9月 29, 2005

MATH TEST...!...

=( I did badly today in my test.... I'm so ashamed and embarrassed man.. I've disgraced my fellow asians. Why am I so dumb....? I guess I'm never really a smart girl haha............................................... Hai but no use cryin over spilt milk. Is it spilt or spilled? I think it's spilled.. Or is it spilt. See. I'm not really smart at all. To think that I was getting angry over the Koreans not being able to speak English. *raspberry* What bullshit..

Aren't asians supposed to be good at math???? What's wrong wit me? I'm pure asian man. I'm CHINESE.... But wth... I guess it's just that I didn't really keep up with my work at all. So, from today on, I'm going to do homework when I get home from school. But I wanna watch Naruto............................................................................ I'm only at episode 28.. osoi...... Even Kyna's at episode 35 now....................................................................... I'm so tired. But I wana watch NAruto................................................................. Class from 8 till 2 tomorrow.. Then gotta go to the medical clinic.... Then work... BORING. BORING BORING. I wana watch NARUTO....

My closet door decided not to open today. I'm glad I did my laundry or I wouldn't be able to take a bath until someone comes to fix that shit. Stupid bullshit people. I called my landlady (I guess) today and she says she'll send someone here today and that asked if she can use her key to come in and fix it if I'm not home. I said yea. But hey that stupid knob's still broken! =D I gotta sleep with 3 piles of clothes on my bed today!

Man I'm so tired. To say the truth.. I'm kinda hating college. Well.. I'm kinda hating everything right now. I'm worried that my boss might fire me cuz I'm really a terrible worker. Even I don't think I deserve that much pay. The first time I packed someone's to go order, I forgot to put in the sweet and sour sauce for the chicken and it was standing right in front of me while I was packing. I hate school. I hate it when people sit beside me and make me feel awkward cuz they dont wana talk to me but I dont really feel like talkin to them either so I keep my mouth shut the whole time too. This equals? Not knowing many people. Equals? Not many friends. But to say the truth I don't think I give a damn man. I spent enough time on my friends I already have... I guess. Iono.. I hate classes. They are pretty annoying and troublesome and sometimes even difficult. I hate my apartment. I try to keep it clean all the time but my brother just manages to get it dirty somehow. Guess he's busy wit other stuff. I hate my grades. I have a few zeros now cuz I missed assignments the few times I missed class. Fuck that man. And English. What the heck man I don't need to write shit papers. They are all just a waste of my fucking time. You say C is the average? I wrote bullshit and you gave me B+? That's not right.. And I hate it that everyone around me has boyfriends and girlfriends and I'm fucking alone. And I hate missing my dog. And I hate missing my mummy. And I hate the people who are coming to fix my apartment cuz they suck fat ass. Take so fucking long. And I hate being so freaking pessimistic.

So, I'm going to write about what I like. I like having my mummy talk to me whenever I call her. I like knowing that my doggy and my hello kitty will always be there for me. I like knowing that I have friends that will always be there for me (tho they might be mean to me sometimes... =P). I like knowing that I'm lucky to be able to be in college here and now. I like my iPod mini. I like NARUTO cuz it makes me happy all the time. I like hugs and kisses. I like it that I'm 16 cuz being 16 is supposedly sweet. I like knowing that all my friends will be waiting for me when I return to Singapore... right..? I like believing that someday I'll meet this fucking guy (make me wait for so long) who will be so good to me. I like knowing that I'm such a fortunate girl with so many people who care for me... Correct..? I like it when I see that I received hugs in my sidebar. I like Sasuke and Kakashi. I like Toomer's Coffeeplace's Blended Mocha. I like Krispy Kreme original glazed donuts. I like Guess. I like believing that someday I'll have abs. I like talking to my friends and family in Singapore thru Msn. I like eating.

Speaking of eating, I've not been controlling my food intake for the past 2 days. I gotta stop that. I think I just gained 7 pounds. Look at me not sleeping early at night and not wanting to get up in the morning. No wonder I'm getting fat. Talked to my aunt today and she told me I'm getting round. Thanks gugu............ Haha... Just kidding. I know I'm getting fat. I'll try my best to slim down a little.