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I am not looking forward to my birthday.

My 17th birthday is the first birthday I'm going to have without my parents and away from Singapore. What would happen? Iono.. I hope it'll be ok. I'm really not looking forward to my birthday cuz.. of a couple of reasons I guess. Firstly, it's been more than 2 years since I left Singapore. Do they still remember me? What if my birthday comes and even my closest friends like Xinzi, Chantal, Emily, Jeannie, Valerie, Candy, Sherlyn, and Ivy don't remember? I would be really disappointed and sad. I mean, I would rather not know that they've forgotten than you know. But then again, how can I have such little faith in my closest friends? They would be pretty disappointed if they see that I don't have faith in them. So, I'm gonna hope that they remember.. Hehe.. Damn.. I miss them so much. I duno how I'm going to react when I see them again next month.

Secondly, my parents are not going to be here.. They'll come on November 18th though.

I duno what else. Anyways, I really miss eating Seoul Garden with Jeannie and Valerie on occasions we consider important like birthdays and.. some other ones haha..

I'm going to ''celebrate'' my birthday this year with friends that I know for only a few months. I duno.. Duno what to expect. I guess it's alright cuz I don't really celebrate my birthdays anyway. I think I usually celebrate it by going shopping and then eating at some fancy restaurant.

Haha.. I still remember my birthday last year.. My first birthday celebrated in America. Oh wait.. maybe it's my second one in America since I came to America August 2003... Anyways, I ate ramen noodles haha.. My family and I were supposed to come to Auburn to get my brother and go to Atlanta to eat some Chinese food. We ended up not going to Atlanta cuz... something about my brother haha.. Or maybe we went but did not eat Chinese food.. Something like that haha... So I guess this year wont be as bad as last year's haha... I hope haha...

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 2:38 午後