金曜日, 8月 25, 2006

hahahaha.. Channy i think you're the first person in the world to say that i look hot hahaha.. sounds good tho hahaha..

yup yup they're really nice friends to have but i still miss you guys a lot a lot a lot. i cannot wait to see you guys next summer...

i went to see my car yesterday. it looks really great except the doors and trunk weren't there, which got the person in charge mad haha.. i was kinda like man what the hell too. he promised that i'll get it back this saturday/ sunday. i really hope he keeps his promises. i didn take pictures! sorry stupid me i didn think of it.. but i'll go over tomorrow to look at the progress, hopefully there'll be a lot done, and i'll bring my camera. i promise it looks good tho. will post pics when i get them.

水曜日, 8月 23, 2006

picS!

alrighty.. got all the pics up!

Florida was soooooooooooooo fun! we got there kinda late on the 1st day.. mayb 4-5pm so the water and stuff weren't all that great. we went in the water, which was full of seaweed so we couldn't really see anything in the water but we could feel fishes just brushing against us when we were in the water and it was scary, at least for me haha... it was pretty fun.. after that, we went to a seafood restaurant called Old Bay Steamer, which was AWESOME. everything was soooo fresh and even though all of them were only steamed, they tasted really really really really really good. i want some more. after that, the 2 girls got the drinks and we went to catch tiny crabs on the seaside! it was sooo fun! hahaha... they were so quick.. too bad we didn take any pics.. its was so funny haha.. We caught them and put them in little cups, thinking of setting them free the next day, but all of them died during th night hahahahahaha..... evil us!

We did not sleep much that night cuz we went to catch crabs and stuff but we had to wake up early to get free breakfast in the hotel! after that we went to the beach again, which had transformed into this seaweed-free, super-clear greenish-blue water overnight. it was awesome. Somehow the seashore drops kinda deep when you swim out but after that drop, there's shallow water again and that place was awesome. you can see the fishes just swimming around you and i tried to catch one, so close! but too bad it's fast. we were kinda not feeling really well cuz of lack of sleep but i managed to stay and play with the fishes for a while before i got nauseous and when i was swimming back to shore, the fishes swam along with me like little dolphins! i was sooo happy hahaha.... too bad i felt nauseous. hai.. it was soooooooo fun! too bad we only had 2 days there.................... i hope maybe we can go there again soon

My car -- not back yet. sooo terrible im getting so pissed. AH! haiya!! when i get it back i'll definitely take some pics and put them on my photo site, along with some pictures of my new apartment..

i feel so bored. im going to start working soon.. hopefully i'll get some good money this time

After many many days of having no contact with the outside world, Mr. Charter finally fixed up the internet connection in my apartment today. Nothing much happened within those many many days. I moved into my new apartment, went to Florida for 2 days and school started. I will upload pictures now sorry Channy

火曜日, 8月 08, 2006

today is nostalgic day

I am moving out of this shitty apartment this week! so happy. however, i will not get my car until friday this week so i guess i'm kinda handicapped. i walked to downtown and to school to get some stuff done and im tired so i decided to take a rest

while listening to music and resting, i suddenly felt like playing my flute. i haven played my flute for so long.. mum and dad would be really disappointed to hear this cuz it is an expensive flute. it's Gemeinhardt and is soooo pretty. even though it's so expensive, i never regretted buying it.

anyways, i played along with our competition music "on the village green" by Carl Strommen and i realized that i have deproved a lot a lot. i got rid of the score a long time ago (regretted it) but i still remembered most of the music. and i just feel kinda sad. really really want to go back to the days when i played along with the whole band. i miss Mr. Tan. really hope he's doing well. and i deproved so much man. i have gotten so much slower and my sound really isn't as good as it was before. I remember when I always aimed to be the best. when practising, I always practise more than my other section mates (secretly). I didnt want anyone to surpass me. aimed for all the solos, etc. but I lost that when I came over to the USA. no one to give me the urge to improve myself.

ahhhh today is really nostalgic day!! i suddenly thought of tampines sec and i realized that i missed that life soo much. the life when i had so many friends and when my good friends were always there for me. when i also tried my best to be there for my friends during all those breakups, quarrels.. we ALWAYS stood up for each other. and then i kinda miss high school in mobile too when i was surrounded by white people everyday trying to convert me into a christian hahha... i had some good friends too.. those pep rally days and boring chapel days hahaha... and i also kinda miss the days when I spent nearly everyday eating common's terrible food. when i did not really know anyone except the Japanese group there. i miss Maiko and Tomo and everyone else.. the days when I still drank hahaha... also miss the days when we hung out as a big group..

i feel kinda lonely now cuz my friends are not around these few days.. that's prolly why im thinking so much. but i really really miss those days and i guess all i can do now is cherish the days i have now so i wont feel sad in the future for taking these days for granted. i have finally found some girlfriends that i can talk with and drink coffee, play tennis and swim with. i will not take them for granted. i hope we can remain close friends for a long time like my family in Sg.