feeling so down
i have no idea why but i've been feeling so down these few days. i think i might have shifted far from my original plans for this semester. or maybe im just getting too attached. or maybe it's cuz of my car. or maybe because of all the bad news from sg. or maybe i just want someone here with me. i have no idea but it feels terrible. i started studying a little bit today and i feel a little better now. i think.maybe i'll be less down if i lower my expectations of things. or maybe just don expect anything. dont look forward to anything so if something happens and that "anything" will no longer possible, i wont feel sad at all.
what terrible weather. i was walking with my umbrella and the wind kept blowing it so it becomes upside down. it was really annoying when it was happening to me but it was funny when i was in the transit watching it happen to other people.
i read today in my english class that this character, he has to have these: possession, belonging, repitition. i think the first 2 really applies to me cuz if i love someone and he's not mine, i get pretty upset over it. usually i just try to forget or hopefully that person will be mine and end my disappointment. usually disappointment in myself. and i like to feel like i belong. belong to someone.. belong to the place i stay at.
anyways im hungry
Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 12:32 午後
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