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Hai.. I haven really been visiting blogs and stuff but I decided to do it today cuz my hair's wet from showering so I can't sleep yet.

I looked at Jeannie's blog and looked through her pics of her 18th birthday. Hai.. you are so lucky mei.. I had my 18th birthday here and it's nice. Had dinner with my bro. Had kinda like a little surprise party, which Im really glad that they are so nice as to plan that for me. But the thing is.. My parents are not here. It kinda makes me sad. If I were in Singapore, I would have spent the whole day with my parents and night with my friends. I would have awesome cake, Shark fin's soup, Durian.. ALL my FAVourite stuff. A HUGE party with my friends. Lots of pictures. I dont mean that I'm not happy during my 18th birthday.. I ate a whole lot. I had cake too.. And Atlanta was awesome. Just.. Damn.. can't believe I miss my parents so much. I calll them all the time too. Hai..

Mommy Daddy.. When I come back, can I celebrate my 18th birthday once again with you guys? I wana go to a good Chinese restaurant and eat good food. Take pictures. HAng out..

Chantal.. When I come back, can I celebrate my 18th birthday once again with you and Xinzi and everyone? I wana have fun with you guys..

Jeannie.. When I come back, can I celebrate my 18th birthday once again with you and Valerie? I want a birthday like yours..

I miss you guys so much. I miss hanging out with you guys a whole lot too. Sometimes I just feel like Im missing out on so much being here in the USA.

I spent most of my birthday with Kiska.. My lover forever.. Im really glad that I spent my birthday with her though. She's the bestest in the world.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 11:45 午後