逃げた魚は大きい

i just realized that this world is so complicated and fucked up. and things written in most books actually appear in real life. i just wish fairy tales do too.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 12:29 午前 0 comments

what an awful weekend

I've learnt a lot this past weekend. Money is such a piece of shit. Cant say I hate money cuz im happy when i spend it, especially on people i love. But money destroys everything so im not going to talk about it to anyone anymore.. besides maybe my boss.. haha..

anyways.. my parents went back to mobile today.. they are leaving on wednesday. i cried my tears dry so i guess i got over it already.. that's pretty quick.. just a few hours.. i just think that they will be back next summer plus with skype we can talk everyday.. i just need a webcam.. i think they have one already..

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 11:24 午前 0 comments

My parents are leaving to go back to Sg really soon.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 11:48 午前 0 comments

cant think of a title

People say that knowledge is good.. I guess it is in a way.. but I duno..

When I was in Singapore, I didn't know nothing, but I was really happy. But when I came over to the US, I guess I got exposed to more and more stuff and thus gained a little bit of knowledge haha.. I've never really been happy ever since I left Singapore. I guess if Im still staying in Singapore, I would be a lot more stupid than I am now (and that is very very very very very stupid). I may be happy but i think it prolly won't last. Cuz one day I will have to step into the adult world with that stupid brain... Oh.. I think maybe coming to america just brought me to the adult world a lot earlier than if i were to stay in Sg.. Hmm.. I guess all i wish for now is just happiness, being able to be happy for a long long time. It's really difficult for me.. Jealousy, anger, hatred, sadness is quite a big part of me. I hope i'll be able to cope with them and not let them ruin my life.

Anyways, I signed up for a new phone plan = new phone! I got the Samsung E635.. hehe..

Yupyup.. I'm exited. it's not a flip phone.. i like flip phones.. but i guess its ok.. it's a slider phone haha.. i think that's what they call it.

the date of my parents departure is drawing nearer and nearer. hai... next sat and sun is the last time i'll see them for a very very long time. i wish i was rich. then i can go bac to sg every year or something. too bad i'm not, or i'll get the rx7 too.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 12:32 午前 0 comments

i came back to my parents' place last friday.. and it's already monday night! been playin gamecube all day haha..

i found out that my friend decided to quit playing the piano.. i think it's such a waste cuz she's really really good at it... unlike me.. i still play a little sometimes.. my teacher said its a waste that i stopped.. i duno..

sometimes i just wish that i have a talent, like, just be really good at at least one thing. Some people are good at playing games.. some good at playing some musical instrument.. some people are really smart.. some good at making jokes.. some hardworking.. but me, i'm just not good at anything really. Some people are not good at anything but they are really pretty or something like that..

mayb i would've been good at playing the piano if i started earlier.. mayb i would've been smarter if i am less lazy..

but i guess im ok with who i am now. it's not like im really a real real loser haha.. i still have friends n stuff..

hai im so tired.. i guess i should go sleep soon

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 11:54 午後 0 comments

Nintendo Wii

My lil bro told me today bout the new Nintendo Wii that's going to be released i duno when. It looks really cool. Check out the webbie : http://wii.nintendo.com/home.html . I like it. Looks cool. I might get it. Duno. Haha.. Gotta save up for my car first.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 6:55 午後 1 comments

So tired

I can't believe I got a B in my Busi Cal class this semester again man!!!! It's so fucking unfair!! I actually studied for this class man... I got a B last semester cuz I did not really study for it at all. And I got a B again for studying??!! This school really knows how to encourage people to study. Such assholes.. I can't believe it man.. If that stupid Chinese guy would let his A students exempt from the finals, I would've gotten an A man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! So annoying!!! I was hoping to pull up my GPA too with that class man... It is so fucking annoying. I feel like killing someone. I am so pissed. I studied for that class man... Is he tryin to tell me that I'm not asian enough to get an A in that class?? aaHHHHHH!!! I'm so angry!! Bastard.

I am very discouraged. I really hope that my English teacher will give me an A cuz I studied even harder for her class. It would really confirm that I am stupid if i get a B.

I have one more final on Monday. For that class, I already had 2 tests. For the first test, I did not study at all and got 72.5. For the second test, I studied quite a lot but still got 72.5. No improvement at all. Am I really that stupid man... ... Maybe I should go back to high school. I'm not going to bother to study at all for this exam man. I hate Auburn University. Auburn loves to tell me that I'm stupid as hell.

Hai.. I'm so tired. I worked so hard this month, for so many hours, but boss didn't raise my pay! He said he was going to raise my pay when I answer the phone n use the cashier machine. I did that really well really. But he didn say anything. I told my colleagues and they were like u gotta tell him cuz he forgets everything. I duno man.. I guess i'll ask him about it.. hai.. Everything is so troublesome. I hate doing troublesome stuff.

Enough of complaining. Other than those 2, I guess my life's still pretty good. I miss Kiska a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot. And my parents are going to leave me to go back to Singapore really soon. Everytime I think of that, I cry. So, I try hard not to think of it.

Oh ya.. My cuzzin gave birth to her baby and she sent me some pictures.. He is so cute. Haha.. i have a... nephew? already haha... Cuzzin's son = nephew rite? I think so. I hope to be able to look at him in person (i.e. go bac to Sg again) one day.

Wow.. I just realized that I've not really done much besides study and work for this whole month. It is really tiring. I really wish boss would raise my pay so I can have less problems getting a car for myself. And every night, like tonight I take a shower late so even though I'm oh so tired, I cannot go to sleep cuz my hair is wet and it's not good to sleep on wet hair, and hair dryer is a nonononono.

I'm tired of typing.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 11:09 午後 1 comments

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Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 9:15 午後 0 comments