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Bad day becomes Good day

I am sooooo tired!!! Today started out as a pretty bad day for me.. I woke up super super early and had to return my rental car because the stupid adjuster of Geico is being so stupid and terminated my rental!!! Wat a stupid asshoe... I had to pay $121.39 for the extra days that NO ONE called to tell me it was terminated. I am going back to the rental place to talk with that shitty shitface..

Cuz.. I quit my job and my future boss hasnt told me when the stupid new restaurant is going to open!! And I spent sooooo much on my car!!! I'm brokE!!! I have never ever felt so poor before!! When they made me pay this morning, I feel like I've just been robbed.. I have always been careful to have a certain amount of money for special days.. and I think I might have used up a lot of it this time.. no good. Damn I feel so poor. I kinda wanted to treat my friends stuff today but I was like man.... AIYA!!

But later that day things started getting better.. hung out wit my friends at Starbucks. It was soooo fun!! my Taiwanese friend was soooooooooooooooo funny I was soooo tired because I laughed sooo much hahahaha... then we went to play tennis.. Yup the same group.. the girls who went with me to Atlanta.. They are the funnest friends I've ever had in America really. I had sooooooo much fun when I hang out with them. They make me feel a whole lot more at home than before.. They make me happy.

But of cuz.. I can't wait to hang out wit my friends in Sg.. I wana go clubbing wit yall!!!! I'm soooooooooo jealous!!!! >:( hahaha... gotta be 21 to get in here.. sian lo.. anyways alrighty i'll call you Channy Channy... haha.... Missya soo much hope to talk to u soon.... And I miss my car sooo much too......

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 2:16 午前 0 comments

Letoya Luckett - Torn

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 1:56 午前 0 comments

Geico

I tried to look for a way to leave feedback to Geico Insurance Company but I couldn't find any so I decided to say something about Geico here. I'm not a paid commercial or anything but just a very very very satisfied Geico customer. Geico's customer service is the best one ever. Even the guy who's fixing my car told me that. He said that in his past experiences, he always have problems with his customer's insurance companies but Geico had been treating him really well.

So many things have happened. My brother's car got egged a few months ago, mine too a few months after, and today, I went out and saw that both of our cars (mine is still rental man..) are egged. I am so pissed and I am highly suspicious about someone living here in out complex cuz his car is ALWAYS around and NEVER got anything. And he had some problems with us (especially me.. that pervertic asshole).

Anyways, because of those incidents, I had to call Geico many many many many times and everytime I call, they treated me with most respect. They are very very polite and very caring and very very helpful. I wish they have a rating site or something so I can give them a 10/10. They always make me feel a lot better after I call them. I am highly satisfied with Geico's services and I don't think that I will ever switch to any other insurance companies. And if anyone doesn't know what Geico is, Geico is an insurance company and I have Automotive insurance with them.

Another company that I'm quite satisfied with is Overstock.com. I had some problems with an item shipped to me and I had to return it to get the right size. I called Overstock and they are so polite and patient and helped me with everything.

I hope I don't get sued for using these companies' names in my blog but I am very satisfied with both Geico and Overstock and hopefully people who come to my blog will visit these 2 companies and try them out. they are really awesome companies.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 1:09 午後 0 comments

"Dont dare me to walk away!", a girl shouted as I was walking home after my usual run with Kiska. "DONT YOU DARE ME TO WALK AWAY!", she repeated. "I didn't dare you to!", a guy in his car shouted back less aggressively. "Yes you did!" A little but more of bickering and "BYE!" the girl shouted and slammed her door shut.

I thought "girl's going to cry, guy's going to call her, they goin to apologise to each other and everything will be ok." The guy in the car started reversing and I thought (all the while i was walking home i'm not kaypo stand there and watch ok hahah) "no no! maybe he should just get out of the car n go knock on her door, apologise, go in, give her a hug, and eveything will be ok!" Nope, the guy went away.

Why? Why do people want to quarrel when you have someone. You cherish your partner, don't you? Don't quarrel over stupid little things (i bet those two were quarreling over a stupid little thing). If both of them would just be less stubborn, give in a little, life would be a lot easier, a lot less crying and a lot less anger.

I guess after 2 (nearly 3) years of being single, I miss having someone close to protect me, to love me, etc. If I ever have another boyfriend again, he's going to be a lucky guy (i think). Cuz ima love him soooo much and cherish him sooo much and do whatever to make him feel that i'm the best girlfriend in the world. Of cuz, I myself am pretty stubborn haha.. And I hate myself for that. But ima try my best to stop and listen. So much happened these few weeks and I have learnt a bit more patience.

Anyways, that got me thinking about my ex-bfs haha... They must be having great lives.. I think most of the are attached. I know at least 2 of them are.. I kinda wana talk to them and see how their lives are now.. haha.. kaypo me..

Hai.. enough about being single. I miss my car so much. I cannot wait to get her back!!!!!!! She's going to be soo pretty. Thanks Chantal for your testimonial..

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 3:44 午後 0 comments

ahhHH!!

Yesterday was the funnest day ever hahahah!!!! I drove to Atlanta with 2 of my Japanese friends and a Taiwanese friend. They are the nicest friends ever hahha i like them a lot (but of cuz i still remember my family in Sg... can't wait to see you again May next year!). Anyways, everything went really smoothly in the beginning of the trip.. We had an AWESOME lunch. I ate some Japanese food cooked by REAL Japanese people and sushi made by REAL Japanese chefs hahahahaha... cuz in Auburn, sushi chefs are Korean haha... We went to Phipps Mall (so many expensive shops there.. Armani exchange.. Sisley.. etc.) and then to Lenox Square. It was soooooooooo fun! Three of them bought bikinis and I was the one who helped out with comments cuz I dont need one.. I have one that Chantal chose for me which everyone says that is sooo cute! They bought some other stuff there too and it was soooo fun. I did not get anything. Spent too much on my car plus gas is sooooo expensive these few days.

Things started to slowly go wrong after the mall trip cuz I was getting tired haha... Shopping with girlfriends are sooo tiring cuz you need to think of how cute that thing is... etc hahhaa... We managed to get to a Chinese restaurant which I had not planned for (I wrote down notes on how to get from the each of the malls to other places and stuff.. still a beginner ok). We were going to go to a Farmer's market. I know how to get to that market from the mall, not from the restaurants and it was soooooo confusing cuz I've never been to that place before (but it was cool I got to see soooooo many porsche cars in the dealership haha..). So, we got lost. Asked soooo many people for directions and in the end we jsut went back to the restaurant cuz we wont have enough time to shop in the market anyways (we spent maybe 6hrs at the malls ahaha). We went to eat at the restaurant and it was awesome. REAL Chinese food. It was SOOOOOOO good. It's Szechuan style and it was just awesome. The owner and waiters there are really friendly too! My friends were so nice. they treated me to dinner cuz I drove for so much haha.. so thoughtful and nice!

After the meal, I was worried of gettin lost again so i asked for directions and one of the waiters just led us to I-85 cuz he got off work and he's going that way anyways (so nice!!). We got on I-85. Everything was all good.. until 1 hour later.. I realized that somehow we're not on I-85 anymore, we're on I-75. I drove all the way to Macon, Georgia HAHAHAHAHAH!!! soooo stupid!!! I was soooo tired too!!! we stopped at a gas station and a guy gave us directions (he was soo patient and stuff tooo people are sooooo nice!!!). He said either we go all the way back to Atlanta or we drive on a countryside road, which is an hour shorter. We chose the shorter one. It was awesome. We drove for like 1 hour on the countryside road which was soo dark and scary and I think i saw a ghost. I was driving and suddenly I saw a woman walking on the side of the road (at midnight) and there were a few houses on the side of the country road but I'm not sure if there's any there... Nobody else in the car saw the woman. I convinced myself that she is a real person cuz she was in t-shirt and pants, not a white dress with blood or anything. Anyways.. we saw squirrels and deers running across the road. I was worried that I was lost again so I got down and asked a policeman for directions (finally the popos are of some good use). He was really nice too!

We got to Auburn 1:15am hahaha!!!! I was felt soo sorry for my friends to have to sit in the car for so long! hahha.. I'm going to be a lot more careful next time I drive long distances. But i think that yesterday was a fun adventure hhaa.. We met sooo many nice people. And it's because of these people that I still smile whenever I see someone walk by.

I learnt much yesterday.. There are still many good people in this world. Countryside roads are extremely dark and scary.. Never lose your attention while driving. One day and I can miss Kiska so much! Shopping with girlfriends are so much fun!!!

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 5:36 午後 0 comments

yay

had a test today.. got a 90.. can't believe i deproved.. hahahHA!! nerD!! hahhaha....

i am determined to be a girl that every guy wants in the future. smart, rich, know how to cook, etc.. so, i've been trying to cook again these few days. to learn, you gotta have experience. so i cooked some stirfry honey chicken the day before and it tasted pretty good. i was so happy i kept complimenting myself hAHa... stupid me. i cut chicken today and cut myself twice hahahAHAH!! the first time i was tryin to get the meat off the chicken bone in a very dangerous way and i was like "hmm.. this looks pretty dangerous" and slip! i cut myself! hahah i was kinda shocked but its wasnt that painful. not as painful as it looked. the blood wont stop coming out and i was annoyed so i tried to put some antiseptic cream on the wound and i got blood all over the cream it was gross. the second time it didn bleed just some skin. knives are so dangerous. im dangerous with a knife. can't believe i was carrying a knife with me while i go out at night the previous few days i could've killed someone hahaha..

i met up with my accounting teacher yesterday. she is so cute haha.. she is not young (i realized that when i was talking to her cuz she told me the age of when she started working and how long she worked and stuff) but she looks so young and cute. she has some children but she's so thin she doesn look like she has any children before. i admire her. how she is so friendly with everyone and how she's so successful. she said im kinda like how she was when she was young. so hopefully i'll become successful in the future as well. we talked for soo long about everything and i asked her sooo many questions haha.. and she told me i was smart for asking those questions and thinking about stuff like that. i was like haha me smart?

anyways, im going to try my best to get thinner cuz my tummy is getting unruly and try my best to learn how to cook and try my best to get good grades and try my best to plan for my future.

i have also given my boss my 2-weeks notice and i'm going to start working at another restaurant sstarting august where i'm going to be a waitress and im going to tell everyone im 23 cuz i hate it when people know that im 17 (not supposed to work past certain time, cant carry beer etc.) and i'm going to start saving up for my bmw. im also going to choose the color for my car in 1/2 an hour. wish me luck!

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 3:38 午後 0 comments

i miss my car already...........

Brought my car in yesterday and stupid insurance company wont gimme a car till today when the guy at the bodyshop told them that he has everything to start working on my car. so I got a Mazda 3. i guess it's an ok car. not good not terrible. kinda sucks actually.. it should be a pretty new car but has no power mirrors i was like wtf.. i miss my car already. i went to look at her today.. they took off her lip, sides, and bumper. they put the new lip in already and it looks pretty good. o ya gotta leave feedback for the guy i bought the body kit from.. ima choose her color tomorrow or maybe friday. i really hope that everything will look awesome when he's done with her. the stupid projector headlights that i bought won be shipped till next monday.. stupid lazy hoes..

gave kiska a shower today too and took her to petco to get her nails cut. i gave up trying to cut her stupid nails.. she keeps pulling her paw away.. so annoying! but she's a good friend. my best friend.

oh ya i wore the bikini i bought from singapore for the first time yesterday. thanks Chantal for helping me choose it! it is soo pretty (to me) and everyone told me its so cute haha.. but i think im kinda fat so it doesn really look that great. first time i wore a bikini. feels so weird. feels like im wearing a bra and underwear walking around, but that's wat a bikini is stupid me hahaha.. i swam butterfly too. i think it the first time for many people there to see a person swiming butterfly in a bikini cuz usually its one-piece. so glad my bikini didn fall off.

before i forget, i received the package today. Thanks Chantal for the CD! It is an awesome CD. Thanks Xinzi for the chocolates! they look awesome and ima eat one now! Im not sure who gave me the Kakashi maybe Ena.. so Thank you so much it is sooooo cute! i like it a lot! Thanks Ena Mummy Daddy for the Japanese stuff and the hello kitty shower cap!! it is sooooooooooooooooo cute!!!! hahaha.... i like everything soooooo much! Thank you thank you... ...

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 6:27 午後 0 comments

POTC 2

I watched Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest yesterday. I think that it was really good. everything's awesome except maybe the story could be a little better.. Special effects, actors.. everything else.. AWESOME!! Johnny Depp is the greatest!!! Anyways I dun wana talk too much about it so people can go watch it and find out themselves how awesome it is. I kinda like the 1st one better tho haha... : O

Anyways, I updated my 'wishlist'. i dont really know what a wishlist is but to me it sounds like a list u make and then just wish for the stuff to appear.. i guess. but i've planned to work hard to get everything on my 'wishlist'. being able to get that bmw would be a little difficult i guess but i'm going to work hard for it. i duno.. mayb i'll not get a bmw by that time.. 25 years old will be... 7 years.. i guess year 2012 or 2013.. i read somewhere that the ratings reliability of German cars are going down so.. i duno.. we'll see.. maybe i'll get a lexus or acura something like that instead.

my wishlist right now is kinda short cuz i dont really want anything except to get that internship next year and that car by the time im 25.. yea n the contact lenses and comfortable bed.. hope to get that assistantship thing to get into graduate school.. hopefully in a less boring place.. maybe california or something since that's where my internship is going to be if i get it.

I guess the only other thing that i want that i can think of now is.. well not thing.. person i guess. after all the shit that happened to me these few days living in this dangerous apartment complex (some of the shit that happen I cannot write here cuz I dont want people who care to worry), I really want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend to protect me, stop people from taking advantage of me (of cuz he cannot try to take advantage of me too), and beat up/kill (or at least scare and stop) the people who do haha.. someone who will comfort me and let me stay at his place when something like that happens. of cuz, i'll try my best to be the best girlfriend that i can (sorry i cant cook but i'll try to learn).

it is kinda difficult for me to find someone i like tho.. he has to be tall. not thin not fat. little built, not too much cuz that'll be gross for me. speak english well and knows a second language too, if possible. knows what he wants. knows how to control me (cuz sometimes i get unruly haha). can cook (i'll try to learn how to cook too but until then..). knows how to control himself too. is ok with animals (must love KISKA). not dirty and untidy but not too tidy and clean either, i.e. knows how to clean up after himelf. communicates well with people. knows where he stands (doesn let people climb over his head all the time, and dun climb on over everyone's heads too). knows how to control his money. knows how to get his own money cuz i dont wan a 小白脸 haha. i think that should be it... oh.. doesn have to be a really really really good-looking guy but anything in my list that is not fulfilled should be made up with his looks hahaha..

too bad I cant find anyone I really like now (high expectations haha). and if i have a boyfriend, i think i'll spend a lot of my time with him = less time spent on studying = bad grades = difficult to get internship & difficult to get into graduate school. what to do? protect myself lo.. bring a knife with me everywhere i go lo.. try to move to a safer place lo.. kiska can protect me too. she did that a few times. what a wonderful friend. i should take her out for a walk now..

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 1:53 午後 0 comments

history sux

i seriously hate history. no matter how good the teacher is, i still feel soooooooooooo bored in class. no matter how hard i try to make myself at least a little bit interested, i fail. Studying for the test tomorrow? Terrible. Dont wana sound like a nerd, but my business classes are a lot more interesting (maybe cuz its new to me). i think (sorry for being a nerd!) that i like learning about business stuff. how everything works and stuff. economics is ok.. quite boring but history is just sooooooooooooo different!! i really dont care about what a person does 100 years ago or even 50 years ago man... so what if they made the world better i dont give a damn! i dun care why they have reforms and wars and revolutions and all that shit! i really dun care! haha... sorry i was studying for my history test tomorrow and i just felt like taking a break and complaining bout it haha.... i still remember Mr. Johns HAHA!! best history teacher in the world.. let me cheat in class hahahahaha...

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 1:56 午後 0 comments

after so many days of studying and worrying, im starting to feel so bored. i looked for things to do to keep me from being bored. doing my homework is one of the things i tried haha.. anyways, i thought a few minutes ago that i have not taken a picture of myself for a really long time so i decided to keep myself occupied by taking a few pictures with kiska, who was not really cooperative. click here to look at the pics i took today.. if you're bored enough haha... i think i've grown fatter..

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 1:59 午後 0 comments

I Not Stupid Too

Just watched the Singaporean movie "I Not Stupid Too" with my brother today. I think that it is a really good movie and I liked it a lot. Some parts are kinda overdramatized but overall I think that the movie is a really good one which presents many problems that Singaporean really face. Family communication problems, generation gaps, parents having to deal with both their stressful jobs and then problems with their children when they get home...

This movie also addresses some of the reasons why Singaporeans who leave Singapore do not really want to go back. Rules, rules, rules. Everything has to go according to the rules and laws. No exceptions. If stuff were like that in America, I would still be in high school now. I just believe that if someone is willing to work extremely hard to improve themselves, there can be exceptions. Just.. Singapore controls her people too much, which is good in a way I guess. Singapore's pretty wealthy after all. With that said, I gotta make sure that my friends know that I'm kinda in the middle. I want to go back, but I don't. I have plans to get an internship and a job here in America.. if that company wants me, but not in Alabama haha.. It's prolly in California.

I miss Singapore a lot though. I miss all my friends soooooooooo much and I get kinda happy when I see my family (not immediate) improve their situation.. Although.. no offense, but that hasn't happened in quite a while (mom's side). I also miss food and shopping and stuff..

Anyways, my mom kinda wants to live here in America in the future too. Says that Singapore is just so stressful cuz I guess she got used to the real easy and relaxed life here.

I think that family communication problems are very serious in Singapore.. cuz I guess I was pretty much a trouble child myself. Not a really serious one, but pretty bad. I was lucky, I met a really important person who turned me around but the real reason that I.. is cuz of my mom. Anyways, I think that.. I duno.. parents and children just gotta find ways to talk to each other. Parents and their children shouldn't be too close and they shouldn't be too far apart. It's kinda like economics.. got an equilibrium. I'm talkin shit but I think that.. damn it's so hard to express myself due to my limited vocabulary. Ok. There are some things that parents should know, but not others. That's how I am with my parents and I feel that we're doing really well. We talk on the phone quite a bit (i call them a lot haha) and I enjoy talking to them and I guess they enjoy our conversations too. We're pretty close and I know they love me a lot and they know I love them a lot too. Aww... group hug..!! haha.. stupid me

Yup. I gotta study now.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 7:34 午後 0 comments

cars

i'll put up the photos i took yesterday haha.. im happy that people are interested! haha.. click here to take a look! i have to warn that my baby is not in her best shape cuz someone egged her a few weeks ago n some stupid asshole scratched her up real bad yesterday and ran away. i was pissed man.. hate it when people try to hurt people or things that i love without me around cuz i cant do anything about it. if i ever find that guy (like never), i'll try my best to beat him up real bad n key his stupid face. anyways, im bringing her to a bodyshop next week and they're goin to give her a makeover haha.. just fix her up all pretty n stuff.. so.. i hope no one finds her ugly now cuz i still find her very pretty just a little dirty...

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 12:31 午後 0 comments

just took a few pics of my car and my bros haha.. cuz his is just parked beside mine.. i wonder if i should put up the pics now or wait till i get her all pretty next week. anyone wana take a look at my car at her current state? if no one says anything i'll jsut wait..

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 3:39 午後 0 comments

Had enough

3 nights ago, someone tried to break into my house. I heard the person try to open the door and Kiska was barking soooo loud but I thought that it was my brother so I was like shut up Kiska! But it wasn't my brother. I found it kinda weird that Kiska would sound so fierce towards my brother and i was thinking 'wow kor's taking long to get into the house' so I went to look. By the time I got to the door, I think the person gave up with Kiska being so loud and stuff so he was gone. I was soooo greatful that Kiska is my babygirl cuz i think she saved my life that night. God knows what would happen to me if that person got in the house if Kiska didn try to protect me by acting fierce. I love Kiska so much. She's just the awesomest friend I have. I say 'acting fierce' cuz Kiska is usually afraid of everything haha... I guess her natural instincts took over when she sensed the stranger.

The next day, I saw a huge cockroach crawling down from the ceiling and then going back into the ceiling in my room. Cockroaches here are twice the size of the ones in Sg.

I've had enough. the moment I saw the cockroach, I went nuts. I drove all the way to Walmart 12am in the morning (yea quite dangerous too) and grabbed as many boxes as I can. Yup Wm is awesome, not like Sg when my mommy tried to get a cardboard box and kena scolded by some chinaguy. Anyways, yea I went to get the boxes and I started packing. I cannot stand this anymore. I think I'm going crazy haha.. I get really really paranoid at everything now. When I hear a knock, or any weird sound, I head to the kitchen (where the knives are) but I guess it's kinda useless cuz ppl here use guns. And when I was taking a shower, like sometimes when a piece of hair is on ur ankle or something it feels kinda ticklish, that happened yesterday and I screamed cuz I thought I saw a cockroach. I really really really have to move out hahaha.. It's like I'm in a horror movie with no ghosts hahahaha..

My mom is getting worried too haha I guess I shouldn't have told her bout the stuff that happened cuz she's already stressed out enough in Sg. She kept telling me that she wants to come back here haha..

I guess not everything is bad. A teacher of mine told me that I would be a pretty good accountant if I'm interested. Ima go meet up with her someday to talk about it. Accountants make pretty good $$ i think. And Ima take my car to the shop next Monday.. OH I should go take a pic of my car now before I forget.

Hebe jOtTeD dOwN heR tOtS aT 2:19 午後 0 comments